I kinda want to start a new journal.

Let me ask you all this:

What colors do you think of when you think about the following emotions/concepts?

1. Happiness/joy.
2. Anger.
3. Sadness.
4. Love/affection.
5. Hope/optimism.
6. Contentment.
7. Lust.
8. Innocence.
9. Jealousy.
10. Comfort (whether physical or emotional).


Let me know, please! Thank you. =)

http://www.enn.com/ecosystems/article/27033

Tags: environment

I want to make Christmas cookies.

Okay, doctor's appointment was pretty pointless. Got lost on the way there, so I was a couple minutes late, but that wasn't a problem.

Apparently there's nothing wrong with my foot other than a "fairly common problem" that I don't remember the name of but basically means that the tips of my metatarsals just randomly hurt for no reason. Wtf.

Wasn't as expensive as it could've been, though; 180. I paid 75 of it now, since I had some money in the bank to pay another bill.

It really sucks having to decide which bills you are or are not going to pay on time.

I just keep thinking about all the things I want to have a do in my life, and I'm like... If I can just pay off these bills, I'll be free to start. But more and more bills pile up and it's driving me crazy. At this rate, I'll still be just as badly in debt when I'm thirty as I am now.

Tags: money

An atmospheric shift
Made colors change dramatically
And there was a general lack of oxygen as we floated up
Like balloons – effervescently
I failed to mention that
The sky looked like a room to me
Missing windows and doors
The walls were blue, like infinity can often be
I remember as much
And you said, brilliantly,
“These are our temporary earth suits,”
And that explained everything
And we floated up
Continuously
Like balloons,
Translucently
And we were an
Anomaly
Who left earth with
The memory
Of people-shaped dirigibles
Apparatuses of eternity.

Poem by luminatii on deviantart. Link.

Tags: poetry

I've got so many ideas...

Tags: modeling

I was playing with makeup to see what I was capable of in that realm.

The verdict? I need more makeup, I need more brushes, and I need LOTS more practice!

Photoshoot today at six, in Raleigh. I'm nervous! I never feel like I'm prepared enough when I have a photoshoot.

Tags: modeling

Your Existing Situation
Needs warm companionship, but is intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to her. If this is not forthcoming, is liable to shut herself away from them.


Your Stress Sources
The situation is regarded as threatening or dangerous. Outraged by the thought that she will be unable to achieve her goals and distressed at the feeling of helplessness to remedy this. Over-extended and feels beset, possibly to the point of nervous prostration.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.




Your Desired Objective
Needs to feel identified with someone or something and wishes to win support by her charm and amiability. Sentimental and yearns for a romantic tenderness.


Your Actual Problem
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. This feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.


http://www.colorquiz.com/



By the way, Becky ate my glasses. I can't go to work, now.

Tags: becky, memes